The worst emplyer ever...!!!!

I hate employer, who is a maneger of one of the Olypics House that I work for .
She looked OK first time met her but she is such an asshole. She is really bossy and treat me different than do to anyone. Seriously, i know she tries to be nice to me or something but all things hse does to me just makes me feel like an idiot and she kinda makes fun of it. She is sooo picky over small thing I know you want everything to be smooth and nice but who cares just the meals are not reay two hours before the costomers actually appears? I mean, we have such a small number of costomer too!
She also points out of my shirt claiming that my back is always showing. iscutingly she whespere to my ears when she said that... isn't it type of sexual hurrusment? I AM not trying to show it and my shirt are always tucked in *well as far as iknow) it only shows because uniform is designed to be short and pants nowaredays (for young people) are design to show some of their youthful body anyways. I mean, I am ot sayiing I am beautiful or anything but its not like my ass is hanging out, you know. (unlike yesterday's shift when I forgot my belt). ANyways, there is another girl whose back is always showing too but my f***in' moneger does not say anything to her. How fair is that? Just because you are the maneger does not mean you can act rude to me you know? SHe is one of the type that want to look good in front of people and act like nice person but in the end, only want to be a queen of everyone and bossing around like she knows everything. I dont mind my employer being strict but I do mind when she is rude to me and treat me like a piece of shit, as he says thing like "you don't look like you dont know what you are doing". hmmm, well, hello? Just I look like i dontt know what should be happening it does not mean I dont know what I am doing. I am looking for the thing I can do, hell, like someone told me to do something. Once, Machiavelli told the prince should not be hated but to be loved and feared. I do not respect her or fear her, rather, I hate her so much.

Are we all self lovers??

I was thinking about gay issue lately. I am not pro-gay or anti-gay. I honestly think people have right to chose as long as that choice is not hurting anyone. I know some people might say that this actually hurt religious people.. but.
No offence to gay people but liking same sex means you are attracted to someone close to you, right? much more like you and can share simmiler experience as yours. Then I thought, its actually same as stright couples (that is woman and man). If you take closer look, most of the couples are really alike. Similer face, similer style and similer interectual level. Smart people like smart people, beautiful people like beautiful one. Then I thought.. wait a minute, do we always love someone that are alike? Doesn't this make us a self lovers?
I know some cases that a person attracted to a person with total different personality. BUT how likely is it? I mean, does't all make sence that asian people hang out with Asian and white people do the same if we are all self lovers?

It kind of scares me since I think I hang out with people that are alike from myself. Since when do I like myself so much??
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Progress, Not?

it sounds like we are making a lot progress these days huh?
Faster Car, taller buildings, newest phones, more eautiful tvs.... but are we really moving forward? If we think about it, our body capacity is regressing over the year.
Can you run whenever the bus you want to caatch is approaching at the bus station?
Can you lift the all the grocery shopping you did on weekend without help of cart?
Can you even calcurate 23 times 76 in your head (hell no for me!) So my point is, as technology advances we are actually getting less and less work.
But wait, aren't all technologies also keeping us work too? For instance, online classes allow us to study and submit paper even on the weekends. Also,due to useful reserch technologies such as internet actually rising standard of universities.
As for me, I was caought on prajuarism recently for not citing source. It was aweful and I felt really stupid for not being aware of such idioclatic act.
Anyways, back the point, technologies are something supporting our daily lives and became quite hundful baddy of ours. But can we imagine life without technologies and Can we be aware of how foolish we gonna look with out any protection by technologies?
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German house!

Woohoo!
now one of the campus in van hosting German house and apparently, there are many German workers constructing stuff inside. Its quite amazing seeing all the people coming in to Canada and cheering their athletes.
But one thing i don't get is that people working for Olympics not necessary Canadian! I mean, whole point of hosting Olympic is to boost Canadian economy, aside from national patriotism and such, right? but it seems like we hired people from all over the countries to build things for Olympics! Why don't we provide a job for Canadian first? just don't get it!

Nanking Incident

Today we discussed Nanking incident in class.

How much does approgize meant to you?

I cannot forgive what U.S. have done to us, even my past generation have done to Chinese people in Nanking.
But, it is not I am too mad about to forgive, it is because I have never experienced what people in Hiroshima, Nagasaki, and Nanking have experienced. It is way much bigger than I can even imagine. As soon as we change into cheap word, history suddenly turn into a record and numbers.

Can you really forgive what we have done to people in Nanking after we approgize? When I my self even forgive what we have done?

World equilibrium

I used to think that those who suffer from depression, obesity or any type of ill associated with our life style were not actually suffering from anything. They became ill due to their psychological weakness, or their laziness. But is it really a truth? Yes, it might be a true if we compare to people those who are suffering from war, famine or poverty. But I think those who are living modern society might have new aspects to suffer from. It is like a loyal family and normal citizen. Royal family may appear as gorgeous and having not to worry anything. However, because they live from totally different world from us, they suffer from something that may anyone of us even ever come across in our lives. Do you feel guilty? Well, you don’t have to feel guilty. Everyone deserves to be happy and we should not quit our daily happy lives in order to help someone. But, since everyone deserve to happy, any people should live healthy and happily and if we could help people by sharing our little happiness, we should do so.

Work to live or live to work

Friday-every one rush to home to play with thier children, or to go out with your lover, or hit the couch with your batt.
It sometimes makes me feel odd, because If I have a opprtunity to get a job, I would love to work as much as I can.
In years ago, a Japanese engeneer complained about company's policy towards his invention of blue diord.
He said that he deserve more money and he looked ferious about not getting money as much as he want.
By the time I heared this news, I was simply sad. Why company make him do this?f Futhermore, why such a sccessful engeneer chose to fight for monetary issue?
If I were him, I may bring an agument but I will be satisfied if only people recognise my work. Doesn't it enough?
But what if i have a family? Prehaps my opinion will change. For now, I would like to be grateful for my job and want to be proud of myself as a worker.